Jun 24, 2026: all along

Today's chronicle is going to be a relatively short one again. My boss is in town and we hit up dinner and drinks tonight. Lots to chop it up about.

I had multiple individuals go out of their way to show their appreciate for my support of them today. Directly to me and also in front of others. With such an earnest and genuine directness that it throws me off. I try so hard to be there for everyone. I try so hard I get a little teary eyed thinking about it.

Destiny is crazy. It's been there all along.

Quick pitstop to go pick up my newest driver again and I'm lucky to be alive. lulz

Shouts to mr. meff on the real though. He's a pretty good driver. Not nearly as good as he will tell you he is, but pretty good all the same.

Hopefully, that continues all along.

Because it was a late night and my brain is generally running on empty, I decided to find a song that embodied the feeling I'm holding this evening and grab that as the name of today's post.

I don't normally post the fan fiction videos and would normally prefer just the static photo as opposed to fan art like this, but this particular song and this particlar creation will live with me forever.

It's interesting to consider a day where so many nice things were said about me that when I reached into my feelings, this song, and it's message is what I reach for. In truth though, there's always been two ways I've always felt alone......

First, inside of my own mind. Whenever I attempt to translate this feeling inside of me to the grander world around me, I'm almost always immediately met with silence. My perspective (my full perspective) is often so far out of left field that even when I get a response, it FEELS like silence. They didn't get it. They didn't hear me. How was I so misinterpreted?